By Arcadia Ilagan |
Artwork by Lorraine Pineda
In a nation where 'nosebleed' is no longer just a physiological phenomenon but a cultural experience, the adoption of the 'conyo' lifestyle adds layers of complexity to the Filipino experience for Ateneans, deepening the divide between national identities and perpetuating stereotypes that hinder authentic connections.
Despite the conyo stereotypes that sometimes surround Ateneans, it is crucial to remember that these labels do not diminish their Filipino identity. Ateneo students, like individuals from diverse backgrounds across the Philippines, reflect the country's melting pot of cultures, languages, and experiences.
Filipino identity is multifaceted, and Ateneans, with their unique experiences, contribute to the diversity that makes the Philippines a vibrant and inclusive nation.
Navigating Language and Identity at AdDU
Students of the Ateneo de Davao University Senior High School (AdDU-SHS), fondly referred to as Ateneans, possess a 'conyo' label that presents both advantages and challenges.
Sophie Magno, a Grade 12 STEM PRE-EA student at AdDU-SHS, skillfully blends English with Tagalog and Bisaya, calling it 'TagLishSaya.' Speaking English allows her to express herself fluently but can create communication barriers with others who are less comfortable.
Sophie recalls hearing comments such as "Ay, Englishera man diay ka, basin manglisud ko [Oh, you're Englishera, I might have difficulty understanding you]' or 'Manosebleed ako sayo [I'm getting a nosebleed because of you]," hindering her interactions.
Aariel Jody Gentiles, a Grade 12 ABM student, blends languages daily. She shared, "Being labeled 'Conyo' makes me question my Filipino identity. My old English-speaking school encouraged English, enhancing my vocabulary but leaving me feeling inadequate in Tagalog. I've often felt I do not fully embody Filipino authenticity compared to fluent Tagalog speakers."
These experiences show that being considered 'conyo' can be both an asset, fostering self-expression and fluency, and a liability, making individuals susceptible to criticism and misconceptions.
Filipino Pride at the Core
Contrary to popular belief, Ateneans, often associated with the "conyo" label, maintain deep connections with their native languages. This linguistic versatility connects them to traditional Filipino languages.
Louisa Almendrala, a Grade 12 STE PRE-SCI student, predominantly uses English for communication, but this choice does not diminish her sense of Filipino identity. She expressed, "My language preference doesn't diminish my Filipino identity because being Filipino is about more than just the language we speak."
Echoing Louisa's sentiments, Jose Johan Salazar, a Grade 11 ABM learner, said, "Fluent use of Filipino or Bisaya can be challenging; incorporating a mix of languages can make conversations more genuine and comfortable. Let's move from criticism to acknowledging our right to self-expression. In the Philippines' multicultural landscape, valuing and celebrating linguistic diversity is integral to our history and culture."
Their experiences have shown them how linguistic versatility is a powerful tool that can help bridge the differences between different backgrounds within the Atenean community and not a weakness.
Embracing Linguistic Diversity and Cultural Unity
Ateneans wholeheartedly embrace the Philippines' linguistic diversity, celebrating its cultural richness. They champion language fluidity in academics and social interactions, whether in Tagalog, Bisaya, English, or blends. Their commitment to unity and inclusivity transcends linguistic boundaries, valuing every voice for a harmonious society.
Aariel, when contemplating her Filipino identity, expressed, "I realize I should immerse myself more in our language and culture. Sometimes, I overlook its beauty while consuming Western content. Reflection is important, especially for the youth, as it reminds us to engage with our heritage."
Aligning with this perspective, Sophie confessed, "Being labeled as an 'Englishera' made me question my Filipino identity, especially when it was evident that I struggled more with Filipino than English. Now, in the present, I view being called an 'Englishera' as a challenge and an opportunity to show people that you don't need to be a linguistic expert to take pride in your Filipino identity.”
In the words of Aariel and Sophie, we see a shared sentiment among Ateneans – a call to immerse ourselves in our language and culture, to embrace our unique identity with pride, and to recognize that linguistic diversity is a source of strength that enriches our society.
Unveiling the Resilience of Filipino Identity
In the ever-evolving Filipino identity narrative, these Atenean 'conyo' confessions and similar stories nationwide reveal the resilience and complexity of our culture. Despite 'conyo' stereotypes, Ateneans proudly embrace their heritage, navigating multiple identities, reflecting the multifaceted nature of the Filipino identity itself. This showcases unity, inclusivity, and a strong commitment to preserving linguistic diversity. Ateneans pave the way for a harmonious society where all voices are celebrated, highlighting cultural authenticity through diverse language blends that enrich the Philippines.
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